JORDADDY
who I am1/16/2019 My name is Jorden Paige Blackwell
I am Canadian I am American I am a performer I am a traveler a Sagittarius a friend a daughter a sister a person but who am I really? I am a girl that can't sit still. I mean I will walk circles around a room until I'm finally yelled at to sit down. Im commonly described as weird or eccentric and I only eat ketchup with my fries. I believe all religions are tied together and some truth must be in there somewhere but if we really do die, and thats it, I'm at peace with that too. I believe in ghosts, and have my fair share of stories. I grew up in a small city but my roots can be found on an acreage off the side of a tiny town with way more horses than allowed. I was my grandpas girl and my cowboy boots have flowers on them. I grew up with cats and a family that sat in my playroom entertaining the little girl I was with barbies and dinosaurs. Im a girl that loves deeply but shows affection sparingly. I refused hugs until I was 18. Im described as someone that speaks her mind yet my feelings stay silent. I think Nickelback is a great band regardless of mass opinion. My favorite genre of music is folk but I'm happy to rap a couple Eminem songs no matter the time or place. I smile big, I laugh loud and I shriek even louder. Sports require hand eye coordination and 'finesse’ I do not possess. A dance studio grew me and two very kind people raised me. The values I own and the thoughts I think stem from a life ridden with unreasoned sadness but to that I also owe my success and gratefulness. I was once a girl with a dream that came true and am now a girl with a road ahead to a destination unknown. Blessed with experiences and opportunities and fortunate enough to understand their value and worth. I'm a big sister that didn't do everything right but didn't particularly do it wrong either. I have a smart mouth but an even smarter head and am most definitely my worst critic. I think life is really just one big grey area and I'm truly just here to spread a little color. Nothing is black or white but whoever said it needed to be? I think to live honestly is to also live transparent. To not deceive, mislead nor withhold. Whether talking to the elderly, mothers and fathers or children I remain the same. I do not cater to those around me and will never attempt to be someone I am not, for the person I am, is special. I preach that happiness must come from oneself and sometimes the best way to get through a day is to remember it is only 24 hours. I battle my demons alone but I put up one hell of a fight. My favorite color is lime green and when I was young I wanted to be an archeologist. I have a solid perception of ethics and debating the privileged is one of my hobbies. I accept my ignorance and welcome all learning opportunities with open arms. I make mistakes but try to right my wrongs. Apologies don't mean anything but a change in actions can mean more than the whole world. I am a person I am ethical I am responsible I am independent kind inquisitive smart loving I am Jorden I could never condense who I am into a piece of writing because a person is much more complicated than anything a compilation of words could ever convey. I am everything above but I am also so much more.
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